Final week of Term

Well this term has proved to be a rollercoaster for me. Got into a relationship after a few years single now back to single... learned alot about myself. Sister was diagnosed and been through breast cancer surgery. Losing my home to foreclosure and have no where to live but still managing to do my best in school. May not have been my whole 100% but i am thankful I have been able to keep up as well as i have. Anyways learning alot, making mistakes and living life right now. Guess I am going along for the ride and not worrying about the destination at this point. Hopefully only good suprises to come. Best to you all

New Relationship Over

Well the luck I asked for last week did not do much good. My relationship came to an end out of the blue after two and a half months. No fights, no arguments, no warning. Its crazy how everything can be going well and then poof all is changed. I am shocked at how much this hurts and the rejection that is felt. Why cant people use communication to get through things rather than just taking the easy way out and ending everything . I wish I had never opened myself up to again be hurt. This is just so hard and painful.

New Relationship After 15 yrs of marriage

I was married for 15 years and divorced appx 2 years ago. I stayed single mainly to find myself and adjust my life. Recently I have met someone and things advanced on a mental level much faster than I remember relationships from the past. I also did not remember how much effort it takes to share a life with someone. There's isn't any more just worrying about what I want or feel and there is always someone else to think about in any given situation. Its alot of work but has been good. Wish me luck.

Well this last week has been very hard. My sister had surgery yesterday to remove the cancer from her breast and the test performed before surgery did show that it has moved to some of the lymph nodes so during surgery they had to remove two of those. I have been travelling over 60 miles a day to help with their son and other needed things and have been stressed it is affecting my life as well. Its hard to watch someone you love battle cancer. Preety much consumes your life for awhile. Surgery seemed to be successful now we wait to see how the tissue looks and see if chemotherapy is needed. Positive Thoughts